preparation

Over the last 2 months I have done extensive research into what kind of Thai Massage educational programs were available to me in English in Thailand, what visas I could apply for, and how I can actually do this: move to Thailand. After talking with my helpful friend Nichole J. who lives in Hua Hin, Thailand, and bouncing ideas off her, networking abroad, opening myself up to my destiny, research research RESEARCH, I was able to create a plan that was not only feasible and affordable, but felt right.
I decided that experiences were more important to me than worldly possessions, so I decided to sell my car to fund my journey abroad through Southeast Asia.
I applied for a 6 month Thai tourist visa through the Thai consulate in LA, CA.: $60, sold my car(Thanks David Lathrup), received all my vaccinations: $200, went through motorcycle school: $200, received a backpack(For X-mas from my loving parents), started hiking/ doing yoga/ and meditating daily, obtained my international drivers permit for car and motorcycle: $15 through AAA, found a school I liked(Thanks Heath and Nicole Reed), purchased my plane ticket: $800 + tax and fees(Cheapoair.com), purchased my travel and health insurance: $200, renewed my scuba, and received an Ipod from my family as an early birthday gift. I then created a budget, met a travel buddy from Australia by the name of Sue(Very cool woman who I can't wait to meet and tour Bangkok and trek with in Chiang Mai for a month before she leaves for Nepal)!), learned motorcycle mechanics from my friend Mo(he was such a help!), and organized my thoughts, wants, and needs.
HhahAHhaHAHa! *sigh*
My Family(I love you so much!) and Friends(especially Emily, Mark, Mike S., Nichole J., Jason A., Heather W., Paul C., Mo, and Kazushi) were extremely helpful in their support and advice.
In 3 hours I leave for the airport. All my bags are packed, copies of all my documents have been made, money is in order, and everyone knows I love them and will miss them, so I'm officially ready! :D
What's weird is how calm I feel. When I went to Scotland, Italy, and Quebec alone I was SO nervous, usually my stomach would be flipping in knots, and sleep the night before would be impossible. This calmness reinforces how right this decision is, in my mind. For the first time in my life, I'm not trying to intellectualize every step, but instead just allow myself to flow(Vaya Con Dios). It all feels very Taoist or Zen.